__ uHcAn'tLiVeWiThOuTeUu __

i look at uu with tears
in my eyes
u'll never realise how muchh it hurts
to see uu leave
ure da only one dat i trusted
but u abandoned me
carn uu see da bitterness in me
its hurting so muchh
but still with a lil smile
i wishh uu all da best



Friday, October 15, 2004
wooh~ at last and finally.. exams over liaoz! hahaz.. jealous of all my friends from other school who have finished their exams earlier than me.. but now.. wahahaha! everything's okie liaoz.. bleahs! yea.. holidaes! but then only six days nia.. afterwards, still have to go back to school de.. get results!! omg.. don't want think about it man.. scared of taking results liaoz ler.. my results i think really gonna be lousy sialx.. scared scared.. i don't wanna retain.. the feelings sure dont feel good de.. till today, i'm still missing that some1 but i think he kinda don't give me a damn yea? aiya.. dunnoe me lahz.. everytime also like that one.. piangs.. no one can replace him mahz.. thats wad i really think.. i dont' want euu to give me any hope.. don't take my heart.. if you gonna take, please don't break it.. i'm already feeling very lonely liaoz.. and my heart is already broken till dunnoe like wad liaoz ler.. please.. if you dont want me, just go away from me.. but i just got a feeling i really want euu back.. i just don't wanna let go.. i'm trying to hold on liaoz.. i'm holding very long ler.. when can i let go? or not i can't bear to let euu go de.. haiz.. i dunnoe wad i should do now.. i'm really very confused man.. piangs.. dunnoe wad i thinking.. i just feel like crying the whole day.. i've already cried half day liaoz.. piangs.. today just finished exams, wee2.unis.ting.koonz came to ma house.. hahaz.. watch vcd like marathon man.. hahaz.. watch thrice at one go.. bleahs! =p nice nice.. all touching show, so uh just cried and cried.. it feels so nice after everything sialx.. like long time never cry liaoz.. bwahahahaha! ate tibits too.. like as if i inside the movie theatre like that worx.. hmm.. hand itchy really feel like messaging some1 now.. i miss him so much that even i can't imagine how much it is.. let's not talk about it better yea? hmm.. today's history paper was quite hard lahz.. the question in the paper, i answer till out of point man.. ms.mari last minute then come in tell us it should be done in the other way.. i sehx~ then heck care liaoz.. piangs.. scared fail my papers man.. i don't wanna fail! haiz.. i wanna go sec 4.. tuesday going orchard with classmates! yea! sure go take neoprint.. neoprint! neoprint! bwahahaha.. today wifey was like damn fustrating.. i hate gabriel! he's a piece of bitch! humph.. how dare you like that treat ma wifey.. i hate you i hate you.. bloody piece of shit.. argh! *roars* go away lahz.. disgusting freako! ^%^(#$^(*^%@!!


cried out at
8:35 PM





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+23.01.1989
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