__ uHcAn'tLiVeWiThOuTeUu __

i look at uu with tears
in my eyes
u'll never realise how muchh it hurts
to see uu leave
ure da only one dat i trusted
but u abandoned me
carn uu see da bitterness in me
its hurting so muchh
but still with a lil smile
i wishh uu all da best



Thursday, September 16, 2004
todae is imran's birthday.. hahaz.. today then realise imran was a different people cuz everytime talk to him= quarrel de.. but today really went talking to him, find that he was actually quite a nice guy lahz.. not so bad lorz.. hehez.. =p today is imran's birthday too.. was like kena bashed up by my class's boys.. bwahahahaha.. he didnt beat them back worx.. miracle! today got back my history paper.. feel kinda happy sialx.. cuz everytime also fail my history paper de.. keke.. =p skully is see, got 18/20.. ah tan didn't came to our class todae.. shiok man! miss lina also was on mc.. then the teacher dunnoe play with us wad stupid game sialx.. so childish! saw some1 during recess time assembly, but still act stupid.. like i didn't see him.. but i really really wanna see him so muuccchhhiiiieeee! what's the world up to? why so many things happening? why do i care.. haiz.. i really miss you so much, teddy.. miss you as much as the water in the ocean.. but when i see you i act like i didn't care.. but after that my heart really hurts.. and the pain is getting deeper and deeper.. i don't want.. but i can't control, i'm really sinking down into the quicksand.. "too many tears i've cried, too many lovers who said goodbye, too many lonely days i had to go through, too many pieces broken, too many sorrys that didn't heal the pain.. too many UNWANTED HEARTBREAKS!


cried out at
6:34 PM





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